Jahi. 27. I'm probably blunted. I like a bunch of random shit. Mostly weed and comedy. I'm from Cleveland, OH, but I live in Houston, TX. I game a lot. I watch a good amount of Anime. I used to have a pet goldfish. My favorite food is biscuits. My favorite color is purple. I've been to Disney World twice. I talk to people. I talk to my dogs too. Ok, enough random information about me. I like questions though, so get to know me. Enjoy the blog!Live, Laugh, Smoke, Laugh More (cause everything is funnier when you're high)...blah blah blah smoke a blunt.
Friendly reminder to not punish yourself for creating.
Can you elaborate on what you mean by this?
I have a tendency to beat myself up whenever something I make doesn’t meet my expectations (which is always). The result is that finishing something = bad feelings: I am effectively punishing myself for having created something. The natural reaction to this punishment is an aversion to creation, meaning that my perfectionism is harming me, not only by causing me to despise what I do make and by impeding the creative process, but by attacking even my desire to create.
I needed this more than even I could realize. Wow.
This is the 3rd time I’ve totaled a car and the second time I could have died in an accident. I’m lucky to be alive and with very minor injuries. I’m far from religious but it’s times like these make make me think there’s at least a higher calling for me. Whatever it is, I hope gain the wisdom from this experience and earn the guidance for the next move necessary. Be safe out there. Don’t text and drive like I did.
